ive lost the ability to trust. not just people but also life and its a really scary and really shitty thing to not be able to trust anything or anyone. 

i just really dont want to believe that shes out of my life for good. i cant. it doesnt make any sense to me.

its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair.

fuck. fuuuuuuck.

i would kill for some oxy right now holy fuck.

im fucking exhausted but i cant sleep. cant get you off my mind. fuck.

kinda wish she’d call. whatever.

(Source: sickly-thin, via french)

,,

You only missed my voice
when nobody else called you.

Y.Z, A ten word story on being a second choice (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: rustyvoices, via fakeville)

plain and simple my ex girlfriend broke my heart, abandoned me and completely fucked me up emotionally and mentally. today should’ve been 10 months. next week will be 4 months since we broke up. fuck.

kinda wish i picked up the phone. 

this guys girlfriend cheated on him and they got back together like 2 months later i just dont get it.

ooooooooooh unrequited love. to me its nothing but a one man cuuuult and cyanide in my styrofoam cuuuuuuup.

im sad and im alone and im miserable. and i fucking miss her so much but she doesnt give a shit. i had to cut her out of my life and just completely ignore her for my own sanity. its not fucking fair.